I am always so blessed and encouraged by our word from God through our Pastor on Sunday mornings. I get excited and inspired each time. God’s Spirit swells up inside mine and I can’t help but share what I’ve been blessed with.
I have to admit that throughout my ministry I’ve always liked sharing God’s Word with large groups. I had visions of speaking to great crowds of people because God used me to teach and to minister and I wanted to reach everybody at one time. Then, one day, He taught me a very important lesson.
I was working for the Minister of Education for a very large church. I worked hard and accomplished a great deal. My boss took a lot of the credit for the work I did (beyond the everyday work I did for him). I know secretaries are supposed to support their bosses and make them look good. I was okay with that. But I was also a leader in the church and I worked hard alongside him over a very large Sunday School Department.
I was really proud of some things I did (pride – another thing that God wanted me to be rid of), and I was anxious for everyone to see what a great job I did. At a meeting of all our Sunday School leaders my boss introduced the new program I had designed – then took credit for it! I was incredibly angry and hurt. I fumed over it for several days. I talked to God about it and told Him just what I thought about the situation.
In God’s awesome love and wisdom, He spoke gently to my heart. He told me that if I could let go of wanting recognition for all that I did He could use me greatly! Wow! An awesome word from God. I have to admit, I liked the recognition and wasn’t sure I liked the idea of giving it up, but I love my Lord and I wanted to be used by Him to reach others. I gave my anger and resentment and all other sinful thoughts and feelings over to Him, forever remembering that God is the one to receive the glory – not me – not my boss – not anyone else!
I kept my vision of reaching crowds of people through my teaching and ministering. I had been asked to teach at several seminars, Bible studies, my and other events and I loved it. One day, a lady visiting our church, spoke a word to me about it. She told me that God knew that I wanted to minister to His people but that I couldn’t do it all at one time. She said God wanted me to know that He would send me to the one He wanted me to minister to. He said He would show me to go to “this one” or “that one” and that I would reach them for His kingdom. He gave me that message many times throughout my life from others who even said that I would reach others even in the grocery store or in the beauty shop!
I chuckled inside because God used that first woman to let me know He knew what my desires were, and His were the same except that He wanted me to do it “one” soul at a time. I think I realized at that point that I still kind of wanted the glory. Pride is an awful thing. It creeps up on us. Even to those who don’t think they are proud – they are proud that they are not proud!
Since those days long ago, God has brought people to me – “one” at a time, or sent me to encourage “one” at a time. I learned that there are amazing results in ministering to one at a time. It is God’s way of letting each “one” know just how much He loves them – enough to send His son to die for them, and enough to send someone directly to them for prayer and encouragement.
God didn’t just select me for this – He selected us all. We have only to make Him a priority and to let Him use us – not for our glory or our recognition – but for His glory and His purposes. If we get the glory that belongs to God, the “ones” we reach won’t recognize just how much God loves them and wants to bless them.
The message God sent through our Pastor made me realize even more how much each “one” of us matters to Him on a personal, one on one, level. That is truly a miracle!
By the way – all those ones add up to a crowd of people!